My feelings

Assalamualaikum...

      This laptop really ruined my mood. I have to keep more money to buy a new one... Cannot bear with this laptop anymore... Tooooo much...

           Okay, selamat hari raya everyone. Since I am at home, so have wifi i can write this blog. Okay.. cam biasa laaa... Alhamdulillah... tahun ni dapat celebrate raya with family. Tahun nie nie mmg a lot of different laa kan ... Ramadan aku pun tahun nie very different buka puasa merata2 not like usual. Few times with sl1m friends at padang perbadanan, few times at surau presint 16, at media prima office fariha also and many more yg penting not with pjh staff yg berlagak tu.. 

             Alhamdulillah Allah granted me with the 19 sl1m friends that are really awesome.. They helped me a lot. Before this I was alone there but now alhamdulillah I have friends. I love all of them. Even at office and rumah sewa quite unhappy, I have them to make me smile.. Bukan laa nk puji lebih2 but there I only have them... To salsabila thank you very much be my kakak. When I already rapat with someone then they'll know how I am.. I'm not laa cannot berdikari i don't know laa but that's my behavior. Even with my siblings pun people will say that I am adik. My perangai really not like a kakak. If I go shopping, I cannot go alone, I don't buy. I need to ask their opinion, asked those who accompany me to ask the seller and many more... Thanks sgt salsabila teman kite jogging juga... hopefully dpt teruskan.. Tapi sara, mira and nufa ajak pindah rumah. nk duduk sama2. I wanna go out from the house because that kakak very berkira... I cannot stand. I just learn duduk rumah sewa. I am not used to it. Before ni mahallah kat uia lain... bertimbang rasa laa sikit.. apa salahnya masak kalau balik awal. ni x tnggu juga aku yg balik lmbt utk masak... adoyyaiii.. entahlaaa.

          Sara and Atirah always tumpagkan I. Thank you sngt. Mila ajar kite mcm2. Yg lain pun.. thank you bnyk sgt tlg.. After nie x tau laa bila lg boleh jumpa... Time raya ni pun semua dh krik2. Nnti dh abis sl1m lg laa krik2... rindunya kt korang. Sedih sgt2 x dpt bergambar dgn korg masa hari rabu b4 raya tuuuu... 

               Hmmm what else.. To everyone that I made mistakes please forgive me. To my family .. lagi laaa thank you sgt2. Mmg x terbalas jasa ... love all of you... semua org syg family... jodoh tu rahsia Allah. Allah will give on the right time at the right place... Yg pnting jgnla nak main2kan hati org yeee... nak ckp nak x nak ckp x nak.. serious laa sikit bnda camni jgn nk main 2 bg hrapan palsu... 

     Okayy byee

Gambar raya tahun lepas ... hehe .. 

Luahan Perasaan

Assalamualaikum....

      So today.. I wanna tell everything that i felt. Since en. sazali who is our trainer for classroom training said that women will feel relieve or release when they express all their problems. They just wanna be listened then they can find solution on their own. 

      Lets get started. The world of working is not as good as study life. It is totally different. I feel like wanna give up already. Now I worked as sl1m trainee at PjH. During our classroom training, everyday is fun you know like going to class even we have to do presentations all the time... Now we already finished our training and have to go to office to work. I realllllllly don't like it. For me I feel like they are quite berlagak laaa. I don't know laa if only me feels like that. However, my friends also said like that. I thought atirah pnye department je yg x kerek. Yg aku nie... ya ampun.... harapnye x de lah org pjh baca ea... entahlaa i don't know until when i can stay at that place. I reallly determined to go out from pjh as soon as possible. Pray for me please. i wanna stay at my place jee. Nowadays it is not easy to get a job. So, I must be grateful but sgt menderitaaaaa.... hmmm nk jadi freelance je boleh x??...

       Next problem is housemate rumah sewa nie berkira sangat... this is the reality of life.. thats all laa

okayyy bye