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The blog is telling me something but I don't understand.. if anybody understand can tell me...

               Noah with his parents already went back to Texas forever... not coming back to Malaysia anymore... sobsssss.... miss him sometimes... same like Thaqif aqil left me... hard to move on.. until go into my dream... hmmm.. we can meet in jannnah inshaa Allah..

               Okay... now Uia is in semester break.. and i suppose to repeat my jpj (most hated thing ever in my life)... always made me sad ... but Allah has arranged everything for us ...have faith.

                However, I am in uia and yesterday... uia dilanda ribut taufan yg amat dahsyat mashaa Allah. I work part time at mahallah office with Fariha... i just see the pictures not see the real condition yet.. Actually i wanna write about working experience... its nice .. how tired working life is right?.. some of my friends are having internship and when i see them mashaa Allah.. they are more tired than me have to travel early in the morning ..far away pulak tu... moga Allah beri kekuatan for them... Shahira, Ardeela, Raihan , Fatin Fatihah, and Zawani... and many more. Then i keep thinking of the life after get married. after arrived home, of course very tired, but i have to cook, wash clothes, and more... super duper penat. Tu belom ada anak lg.. hmmm mashaa Allah... I asked when already married, i have to goreng only 2 ketul chicken la kan? Shahira said 3 also can.. Fariha said 1 only sweet sikit.. Lol..

             

                Yesterday, after go to PG block, arrived at office then the meeting room already flooded... then we try to remove the water lah kan.. hmm then in working world nie we have to adapt others behaviour you know... we will meet a lot of people with different kind of perangai.. hmm everyday have to be matured.. learn to be more matured arachi?..

                 

love all of you...

                 

Life is a test

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alhamdulillah Allah masih bagi peluang untuk buka blog.. rasa macam nk tulis blog sbb stress. ujian datang tanpa henti .. x pa.. bersyukur dgn uijan Allah.. the latest one is Donal Trump won the election... Ya Allah.. takut nk fikir pasal masa depan.. X pa Allah Maha Berkuasa.. Maha Hebat.. Allah knows the best...

              Selain daripada tu nk ckp yg sem nie ujian yg Allah bagi sgt lain.. it's something that I've never experience before.. new way of test.. but i know and yakin for what Allah give to us has something that Allah want us to learn. okayy just now i've read k. nahsrah's fb.. yea its true.. what she said choice is yours nak pilih jln yg Allah suka atau nafsu... Semestinya Allah is priority... Tapi aku nie insan yg lemah.. mungkin k. nash mmg dtg dari family yg soleh, sekolah pun elok.. kwn2 lelaki dan perempuan yg berasal dari org soleh.. tp saya x.. org2 sekeliling saya dari sekolah rendah , sekolah menengah bukan semua dari family soleh.. and you know.. when i 've get chance to know  them and to know their life .. it make me sad.. klau Allah x tempatkan saya dkt uia nie.. kenal manusia2 baik di keliling saya skrg .. saya x rasa saya mcm skrg.. saya x faham islam yg sebenar... rasa bersykur sbb Allah pilih saya utk dpt kefahaman itu.. bukan laa saya nie solehah sgt.. saya cuma nak kwn2 yg kt luar dpt bnda yg sama ... tapi saya x mmpu nk sampaikan.. hanya mampu utk berdoa... x tau camne nk ckp kat dia yg bnda yg dia buat nie salah.. takut Allah marah.... sbb x gitau dia.. sedih sbb rasa diri nie asyik nk bg alasan... mungkin  kita takut kwn terasa hati or what not tp ...kita patutnya utamakan Allah.. aku x tau nk ckp camna tp aku rasa berdosa ... setiap kali communicate dgn ... aku akn menangis.. x tau kenapa gitau kt sini..mungkin x da org yg baca so its good.. aku yakin semua org boleh berubah.. dlm cerita HLOVATE semua berubah drpd x faham islam smpai jd soleh .. hidayah itu milik Allah.. Allah yg pegang hati hati kita...rasa hidup miserable.. sbb aku yg create miserable tu.. ingat dia dh lupa aku.. so senang laa no communication anymore so i can prevent myself and himself from doing sins but.. its complicated.. Yaa Allah please help me..............tp kan bila Allah bg masalah mcm nie .. satu yg aku nmpak i will cry and start to talk to Allah .. mungkin dh lama aku x cerita dgn Allah ... Allah rindu..  

Hmmmm

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        This may be the last post or entahlaa I'll may not active in writing blog anymore... I want to get myself busy... no time to think about things that should not be thought of....

         Sometimes I feel this life is unfair... But this life memang kejam pun kan?? ujian non stop... rasa x mampu sgt nk hadapi... satu x settle satu lg dtg... macamtu laaa hidup kan ??? selalu juga baca kata2 positif  but entahlaaa...  tadi dah tanya ustazah.. ustazah kata hidup ni 80% irodah Allah 20% usaha... x pe lah ... teruskan berdoa walaupun 20% jee.. tp doa tu senjata org mukmin... lagipun bro Azman cakap Allah Maha Kaya ... Allah akn bg kebih drpd yg kita minta... 

        Hidup ni stresssssss sgt semua nk buat hal.............. x mampu nk bersabar... tolonglaa doakan saya ni kuat... I;m not that strong to face all this... 

The last short sem in UIA sob sob..

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    Last 13/8/16, my friend's birthday that i always remember.. happy birthdayy Fizrie.. Allah has a better plan for you .. you can still be airforce  in paradise later tau.. jgn cdih... my friend, third in batch Grandiloquent 0711, Syafiqah Elida already get married... I'm happy for her.. #srikandigoingstrong. barakallahulakuma wabarakah Elle and partner.

          At the same date, there is something happen...sob sob.. cannot tell laa privacy. Cryingggg story.... okayy,,,

         What else ea... now.. with Fariha, kak Khadijah and kak Jalilah... long time no see.... non stop discussion....

            Just see pictures laaa 

Finish Exam... alhamdulillah..

Before going out .... 

        This short sem, so interesting... full of suka duka.. I didn't expect la I'll share my story with Fariha and Rahah... no more secrets about me.. hhee.. yg salah sama2 kita betulkan... thank you for being with me so that I'll improve myself to become more solehah... .. lastly, I pray so that Allah give us the true understanding of Islam and practice Islam perfectly.... Subhanallah, alhamdulillah Allahu akbar....

Luahan Hatiku...

Assalamualaikum...

Allah SWT already arranged everything in our life nicely. Everything that Allah gave, giving, and will give are everything the best. It might be sad, happy or anything...

        Yeah.. I knew, I am not solehah like others.. I also knew that we cannot say bad about ourselves... but 

        However, I feel very greatful because Allah grant me this opportunity to be in a good surrounding, surrounded by good people. accept me as I am.. Always tegur me if I'm wrong. Listen to my problems... Thank you so much... If i'm not here I don't know what will happen to me.. well you know.. 5 years in all girls school,... when go out of course culture shock.. ...Alhamdulillah Allah placed me here to learnt what is ikhtilat.. learn about aqidah, akhlak and everything... 

       My lecturer said, life in university is still in a fantasy not a real world...  You don't know what  and how the real world outside... it made me sad to know about my friend outside, they didn't get what i've got... then... I pray people outside will get the chance to learn Islam in more detail....

   

This life is very challenges right???... I hope we will always with Allah... Bro Azman said, kena rasa Allah bersama kita... To find tranquility, remember Allah. Banyakkan zikir... lupakan perkara2 yg x elok. stop doing things that Allah hate. Semoga Allah ampunkan dosa dosa kita... ameeeeeen

Learn something meaningful

                                                 

Assalamualaikum.....

Feel like to write something... hmmm.. how?? problem not settle... problem will always continuous right? Its a bless as long as it remind us to Allah... Actually just now, I've read at a blog about friend between different genders... its true.. just wanna share.. What the blog says are better to be friend with same gender because with different gender, we have to behave... sometimes we used to that particular style or activities which you know... not suitable with different genders... dont understand right??? okayy like this laa.. for girls, they cannot use the manja voice to speak with guys.. but sometimes we used to it.. because with girls we always be like that... so, we sometimes didn't realize we tanpa sengaja terckp camtu .. you know?? hard laa to explain.. especially when the guys are in sad or what.. girls tend to feel kesian.. and want to pujuk... ohh its dangerous... even in media social.. you know??? Ustaz said the emoticon also give hidden meaning... 

what do you expect??? I am angry at myself...

Emoticon like 2 of them.. what does it means??? its about heart... very dangerous.. okayyy... so let us move towards a more solehah girls.. you can do it

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One more thing.. do assignment late and come to class late because of finishing that assignment and you are girls??.. Baru ada Life... heheheee.. perghhh terbaik laaa sister...undergrad life,... jgn la poyo sgt.. sekali sekala buat kerja camtu baru da LIFE... HEHE.... hehe... maaf ye.. if my words are not so suitable.... love all of you...

Bogoshippo

Ashtaqtulakum...

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till we meet again inshaa Allah........... pray for me...

LOVE...

Assalamualaikum....

        Loving can hurt sometimes??? We don't talk anymore??....

Hehe... Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah... again Allah give me and my friends a SMILE.... its a bless.. a big rahmat.. in english we can call it boon... Allah give a chance to see His beautiful creations.. Mashaaa Allah... So nice... 

           Alhamdulillah  Allah izin.... we arrived at Nani's house at Malacca.. near the beach.. so many beaches... 

           Thank you Fariha and Asma Noor.. for driving us... again.. I'm not giving any help... very sorry.. if I can drive.. I'll of course help ... At last the busy weekend come to an end... next weekend... no raya anymore... Alhamdulillah a very meaningful raya... Other than that, for those whose got married... barakallahu lakuma... tkc first in batch... and on this 13/8/.. Elle also will getting married.. barakallulakuma... congratzzz.. I thought this year nobody fom GL is getting married.... 

             For those who still feel down, sad or anything... I pray that Allah will heal your sadness. I knew besides the sadness Allah grant something precious to you... Be strong.. it is reminder for me also... Semoga Allah beri kita kekuatan... ameeeeeeeen.

I also hope I can slowly buang all the karat jahiliyyah inside me and only do what Allah asked... semoga kehidupan kita diberkati...

I just teringat.. about Gontor nasyid's lyrics... it says 

      Di sisni paksalah diri bahagia,

      Hingga ikhlas terima kenyataan.

hmmm what do you think?

Bye... till we meet again..