Hmmmm

Assalamualaikum....

        This may be the last post or entahlaa I'll may not active in writing blog anymore... I want to get myself busy... no time to think about things that should not be thought of....

         Sometimes I feel this life is unfair... But this life memang kejam pun kan?? ujian non stop... rasa x mampu sgt nk hadapi... satu x settle satu lg dtg... macamtu laaa hidup kan ??? selalu juga baca kata2 positif  but entahlaaa...  tadi dah tanya ustazah.. ustazah kata hidup ni 80% irodah Allah 20% usaha... x pe lah ... teruskan berdoa walaupun 20% jee.. tp doa tu senjata org mukmin... lagipun bro Azman cakap Allah Maha Kaya ... Allah akn bg kebih drpd yg kita minta... 

        Hidup ni stresssssss sgt semua nk buat hal.............. x mampu nk bersabar... tolonglaa doakan saya ni kuat... I;m not that strong to face all this... 

The last short sem in UIA sob sob..

Assalamualaikum....

    Last 13/8/16, my friend's birthday that i always remember.. happy birthdayy Fizrie.. Allah has a better plan for you .. you can still be airforce  in paradise later tau.. jgn cdih... my friend, third in batch Grandiloquent 0711, Syafiqah Elida already get married... I'm happy for her.. #srikandigoingstrong. barakallahulakuma wabarakah Elle and partner.

          At the same date, there is something happen...sob sob.. cannot tell laa privacy. Cryingggg story.... okayy,,,

         What else ea... now.. with Fariha, kak Khadijah and kak Jalilah... long time no see.... non stop discussion....

            Just see pictures laaa 

Finish Exam... alhamdulillah..

Before going out .... 

        This short sem, so interesting... full of suka duka.. I didn't expect la I'll share my story with Fariha and Rahah... no more secrets about me.. hhee.. yg salah sama2 kita betulkan... thank you for being with me so that I'll improve myself to become more solehah... .. lastly, I pray so that Allah give us the true understanding of Islam and practice Islam perfectly.... Subhanallah, alhamdulillah Allahu akbar....

Luahan Hatiku...

Assalamualaikum...

Allah SWT already arranged everything in our life nicely. Everything that Allah gave, giving, and will give are everything the best. It might be sad, happy or anything...

        Yeah.. I knew, I am not solehah like others.. I also knew that we cannot say bad about ourselves... but 

        However, I feel very greatful because Allah grant me this opportunity to be in a good surrounding, surrounded by good people. accept me as I am.. Always tegur me if I'm wrong. Listen to my problems... Thank you so much... If i'm not here I don't know what will happen to me.. well you know.. 5 years in all girls school,... when go out of course culture shock.. ...Alhamdulillah Allah placed me here to learnt what is ikhtilat.. learn about aqidah, akhlak and everything... 

       My lecturer said, life in university is still in a fantasy not a real world...  You don't know what  and how the real world outside... it made me sad to know about my friend outside, they didn't get what i've got... then... I pray people outside will get the chance to learn Islam in more detail....

   

This life is very challenges right???... I hope we will always with Allah... Bro Azman said, kena rasa Allah bersama kita... To find tranquility, remember Allah. Banyakkan zikir... lupakan perkara2 yg x elok. stop doing things that Allah hate. Semoga Allah ampunkan dosa dosa kita... ameeeeeen

Learn something meaningful

                                                 

Assalamualaikum.....

Feel like to write something... hmmm.. how?? problem not settle... problem will always continuous right? Its a bless as long as it remind us to Allah... Actually just now, I've read at a blog about friend between different genders... its true.. just wanna share.. What the blog says are better to be friend with same gender because with different gender, we have to behave... sometimes we used to that particular style or activities which you know... not suitable with different genders... dont understand right??? okayy like this laa.. for girls, they cannot use the manja voice to speak with guys.. but sometimes we used to it.. because with girls we always be like that... so, we sometimes didn't realize we tanpa sengaja terckp camtu .. you know?? hard laa to explain.. especially when the guys are in sad or what.. girls tend to feel kesian.. and want to pujuk... ohh its dangerous... even in media social.. you know??? Ustaz said the emoticon also give hidden meaning... 

what do you expect??? I am angry at myself...

Emoticon like 2 of them.. what does it means??? its about heart... very dangerous.. okayyy... so let us move towards a more solehah girls.. you can do it

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One more thing.. do assignment late and come to class late because of finishing that assignment and you are girls??.. Baru ada Life... heheheee.. perghhh terbaik laaa sister...undergrad life,... jgn la poyo sgt.. sekali sekala buat kerja camtu baru da LIFE... HEHE.... hehe... maaf ye.. if my words are not so suitable.... love all of you...

Bogoshippo

Ashtaqtulakum...

^_^

till we meet again inshaa Allah........... pray for me...

LOVE...

Assalamualaikum....

        Loving can hurt sometimes??? We don't talk anymore??....

Hehe... Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah... again Allah give me and my friends a SMILE.... its a bless.. a big rahmat.. in english we can call it boon... Allah give a chance to see His beautiful creations.. Mashaaa Allah... So nice... 

           Alhamdulillah  Allah izin.... we arrived at Nani's house at Malacca.. near the beach.. so many beaches... 

           Thank you Fariha and Asma Noor.. for driving us... again.. I'm not giving any help... very sorry.. if I can drive.. I'll of course help ... At last the busy weekend come to an end... next weekend... no raya anymore... Alhamdulillah a very meaningful raya... Other than that, for those whose got married... barakallahu lakuma... tkc first in batch... and on this 13/8/.. Elle also will getting married.. barakallulakuma... congratzzz.. I thought this year nobody fom GL is getting married.... 

             For those who still feel down, sad or anything... I pray that Allah will heal your sadness. I knew besides the sadness Allah grant something precious to you... Be strong.. it is reminder for me also... Semoga Allah beri kita kekuatan... ameeeeeeeen.

I also hope I can slowly buang all the karat jahiliyyah inside me and only do what Allah asked... semoga kehidupan kita diberkati...

I just teringat.. about Gontor nasyid's lyrics... it says 

      Di sisni paksalah diri bahagia,

      Hingga ikhlas terima kenyataan.

hmmm what do you think?

Bye... till we meet again.. 

Feel Blessed

assalamualaikum...

So Cute...

sister with gold tudung tuuu.. bahagia nmpaknyee... pretending or what?

We don't talk anymore... like we used to do...

I just read IIUM Confession... a story about how to improve your english...

Good... it is important to be good in english and we can be khairunnas 'anfa uhum linnas... When we have many skills we can be like that laa kan...

                      I would like to share about patience. It has three types. First, patience with all Allah's command, second patience with not doing what Allah prohibit and lastly patience with the the test that Allah give to us.

                      Sometimes, crying can heal our stress or sadness. Only Allah knows what inside our heart and Allah knows the best for us. Keep telling everything to Allah. We will feel blessed and lega... It needs patience to do that. To accept something to stop doing sins ... its hard but Allah always comes first. when it hard, remember Allah .. ..

                     Maybe until here only.. okay... want to finish english term paper... still a lot ahve to be improved and to be done... till we meet again...

2nd raya

                                       Assalamualaikum...


                So Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah finished my 6 Syawal fast.. So, tomorrow I'll be celebrating raya... hehe..

                 Okayy I have some chit chatting with my beloved ustazah just now, I asked what should I do if my friend is sad? Usatazah said give kata2 semangat, care dgn apa yg dilalui, fahami bantu jika perlu... Maybe one more doakan dia .. it is good right to doa to people.. especially to your family members and friends... I pray that Allah give us strength to continue with our life.

Sometimes I wonder... how my friends could stay with me?.. You are so strong.. sometimes I have bad mood laaa... sulking... everything... I feel bless to have all of you in my life. After this undergraduate.... I'll be missing you guys A LOT.... okay we keep praying for each other. For my family ... thank you very much. Love you.. I am sorry to all my family friends if I have hurt you without realizing it or realizing it... to Syahadah also.. Sorry and thank you... Thank you Allah ... Alhamdulillah.

I love you... bogoshipto...
is today friendship day or what?...
Love Allah first, Love Rasulullah, then family and friends...
Pray for me... I want to become a good person
Think only what is important... no need to berangan too much...okayyy
Focus ibadah.. . a small reminder for myself. .. for one of my friend.. don't laa be like that,.. Put your trust in Allah. Allah knows the best.. Allah love you.