Bye 2018

                     
                            Assalamualaikum.. .

  2018 will be leaving us in just few hours . So I wanna describe my 2018 life. 2018 was a very tough year because I already graduated . Life outside is not that easy and not that bahagia okay. . My lecturer was right. She said life in this university or undergraduate life is  a fantasy world. So , my 2018 is a sad year because I still couldn't get a permanent job. For a long time I try hard applying job. Pray. I don't know what else to do. Sometimes I felt down to see my friends all are having their permanent jobs. Even my team dkt pjh ni, ramai dh kena pnggil iv. Siapa x sedih .. I knew Allah has the best plan for me. I must put my trust in Him . Yeah.. I am human, kdg2 down juga ... Tahun yg full of tears laa kan. .. I just wanna make my parents happy . I wanna have my own car x yah nk susah2 kan org lg .Nk tumpang2. Hmmm lg satu ..ramai anak2 kwn mak ayah yg sebaya aku dh khwin . My parents pun mcm mak ayah org lain nk tgk anak dia kahwin .My mom said, this coming year I already 25 you should find someone ... semua tu Allah dh tntukan. When it is with whom. Only Allah knows . I put an effort to find my jodoh but still x jmpe kan. . .
         However 2018 still give me a smile. When I joined classroom training. I enjoyed the class. Allah gave me this 19 friends yg baik sgt . Mmg aku x rapat dgn semua.. Tp rapatla juga the 20 of us. Happy bila dpt buat gathering & ramai yg join. I love all of you. Kwn2 office yg aku selalu keluar lunch sama pun baik sgt sbb sudi kluar dgn budak sl1m yg mcm kuli ni. X sabar nk habis. Mmg aku akn rindu kwn2 sl1m yg always make me happy . Tp klau dh office yg penuh dgn suasana toxic tu sape je yg suka . That really ruined my 2018. FA pjh really ruined my day. My life. X semangat langsung nk gi office hari2.... Semoga Allah bg hidayah dkt kita, semua . . Hope for a better life in 2019.