I am sorry

Assalamualaikum...

                    I really need to write right now. Now, my halaqah is with kak Farah Lokman. So, I never go to hq yet because i don't have transport. However, kak S stayed near to my house. So, I pm her stated that I wanna tumpang her to go to hq. Then she came just now but with her husband and her baby. So, of course I segan. Tapi suami kak S nie yg namanya abg S quite peramah. Aku bukannya nak kutuk tapi entahlaa. Suami kak S ajak saya apply jadi cikgu dkt ibrah sementara nak dapat kerja and jd keArah pnya ahli. Aku x kisah kalau ada transport. Tp aku x dak. Jauh juga laa nk ke sana. Tu laa tgh pening nie. Nnti tolak offer kata apa pulak. Mmg x baik cerita problem kat org. Tambah2 public camnie. Tapi aku stress. Aku suka jaa join program. Tp x dak transport. Lg satu program halaqah. Aku sebenarnya segan sgt dah nk tumpang kak S. Serious segan sgt. Tp aku perlu ke hq. Camna nie??? aku dh x nk tumpang... aaaaa stress.... maaf sgt. Aku tau aku x solehah. X patut citer problem kat sini. Aku cam nk stay KL lama2 sikit. 

                Okay lah nk citer bnda lain pulak. Td ada citer Kapt Mukhriz. Aku teringat time citer tu first kluar tv, kitorang tgk beramai2 dkt MO. Best sgt. Ada fariha, kak fad, kak ida. Time tu aku mmg suka sgt laa citer tu sbb kapten askar bagai nie. Aku suka sgt citer Dots tu Captain Yoo Si Jin and the gang. Dulu selalu melepak MO. Buka puasa sama2. rindu undergradsss. Nnti  ada citer budak boy. tp dkr rmc baru. x best laa x de kenangan. Kenangan semua dkt rmc lama. Tp bagus juga sbb aku mmg x nak ingat pun semua kenangan tu...  tu je yee utk kali nie. X de bnda menarik ... x dpt nk sebarkan dakwah. Maaf ye.

               

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum..

     Alhamdulillah. Today I am really feel better. I just recover from my flu and fever. This is quite bad laa sepanjang hidup. Almost one week juga laa. I insist my brother to go to pharmacy to buy medicine for me. Mmg x boleh tidur  on the first day tu. Selalunya I got fever for only one day and not that bad. This time quite bad la. However, tetap kena bersyukur. Sakit tu kan penghapus dosa. Semua nya temporary kat dunia nie. Alhamdulillah skrg dh getting better cuma batuk nie belum fully recovered. Mungkin sbb haritu kan cuaca sejuk kan? tu yg temperature berubah. Cuaca sejuk ke panas ke semua tu asbab je. Allah dah memang mengtakdirkan aku untuk demam kan.. Semua berlaku dgn izin Allah. 

       Tadi rasa macam ada banyak benda nak tulis tapi sekarang dah tak ingat . Bila sakit nie baru lah kita appreciate nikmat sihat. Jagalah kesihatan masing2 yaaa. Put your trust in Allah. It is not just word of wisdom. Have to walk the talk. Boleh dengar ustaz Hanan Attaki dkt you tube. Best sangat. Actually I miss my solehah girls. Aku tak berani nak tegur sbb dorg tu busy. saya nie siapa laa kan ? Fariha skrg kwn dgn syuhada dan org2 kl je.. ye lah dh bekerjaya mana ingat saya lagi. hehe x de lah fariha baik, maafkan saya.... 

       on 7th January 2018, I already 24. Thank you. Jazakumullahu khair jazak kepada semua yang wish dan doakan saya.... lots of love. 

Rindu..

Assalamualaikum...

        I think there are so many times I used that title. Actually, just now Shahira said to me that she was at masjid. She missed me and other friends because we used to study together during final exam week. I was touched. I miss that moment too. I miss Shahira, Fariha, Syahadah, Ardeela, Rahah and Teha..... x pe nnti kat syurga kita study sama2 lagi. Semoga Allah permudahkan Shahira, Teha, Syahadah, Ardeela jawab exam ... ameeeen. Lots of love...

I think I still have things that I wanna write but I forgot.. its okay laa next time inshaa Allah. Ingat nk tweet pasal nie.. tp segan pulak nnti Nadhi cakap kak asma nie active twitter. Rindu sangat adik2 ittew nie.. Ada rezeki ada jodoh kita jumpa yaaa.