Bye 2018

                     
                            Assalamualaikum.. .

  2018 will be leaving us in just few hours . So I wanna describe my 2018 life. 2018 was a very tough year because I already graduated . Life outside is not that easy and not that bahagia okay. . My lecturer was right. She said life in this university or undergraduate life is  a fantasy world. So , my 2018 is a sad year because I still couldn't get a permanent job. For a long time I try hard applying job. Pray. I don't know what else to do. Sometimes I felt down to see my friends all are having their permanent jobs. Even my team dkt pjh ni, ramai dh kena pnggil iv. Siapa x sedih .. I knew Allah has the best plan for me. I must put my trust in Him . Yeah.. I am human, kdg2 down juga ... Tahun yg full of tears laa kan. .. I just wanna make my parents happy . I wanna have my own car x yah nk susah2 kan org lg .Nk tumpang2. Hmmm lg satu ..ramai anak2 kwn mak ayah yg sebaya aku dh khwin . My parents pun mcm mak ayah org lain nk tgk anak dia kahwin .My mom said, this coming year I already 25 you should find someone ... semua tu Allah dh tntukan. When it is with whom. Only Allah knows . I put an effort to find my jodoh but still x jmpe kan. . .
         However 2018 still give me a smile. When I joined classroom training. I enjoyed the class. Allah gave me this 19 friends yg baik sgt . Mmg aku x rapat dgn semua.. Tp rapatla juga the 20 of us. Happy bila dpt buat gathering & ramai yg join. I love all of you. Kwn2 office yg aku selalu keluar lunch sama pun baik sgt sbb sudi kluar dgn budak sl1m yg mcm kuli ni. X sabar nk habis. Mmg aku akn rindu kwn2 sl1m yg always make me happy . Tp klau dh office yg penuh dgn suasana toxic tu sape je yg suka . That really ruined my 2018. FA pjh really ruined my day. My life. X semangat langsung nk gi office hari2.... Semoga Allah bg hidayah dkt kita, semua . . Hope for a better life in 2019.

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                                Assalamualaikum. .

Lama x update blog. I feel like I wanna write what I felt. 2018 is / was a very tough year for me . I never thought that I'm still here . Actually dh lama nk resign dari pjh ni. This place hurts me a lot. Tp nk buat camne punye la bnyk jawatan kosong dkt jonstreet,  indeed ke kat mne2 pun aku apply satu pun x nak panggil aku. ..sedih sgt.. Kdg2 depressed teruk juga. Especially bila sorang2. Bila dgn kwn aku pretend la like I'm okay nothing happened .

         Aku prnh baca yg tnda Allah sayangkan kita bila semalam kita sedih harini Allah bg kita happy. Tp mmg mnggu ni agak stress dgn org2 dkt office yg buat aku ni mcm kuli dorg. Aku mmg down sedih sgt . X sabar nk kluar dari situ. Tp bila ptg2 jmpe mira dgn pijo aku happy balik. They make me laugh. Ble jmpe salsabila pun aku mmg luahkan la apa yg trbuku di hati ni. Hopefully aku masih mmpu bertahan . Tp jumaat haritu aku x expect pun ada bnda gembira trjadi. Aku ingat nk balik naik bas je kol 6.30 camtu. X nak susahkan mira nk hntr aku jauh. Tp mira message aku pulak tnye balik ngan sape then aku pun x tau nk elak camne trjoin la dorg makan dkt cafe bwh. Ingat mira dgn pijo je tp ada akak abg office mira pijo juga dgn az pun ada .Trkejut juga. Tp akak2 ni sporting je mkn & borak dgn budak sl1m mcm kitorang ni. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki akak2. Then, pijo nk gi ioi ambik phone dia dh siap repair. Pastu pijo ajak mira ,az and aku tgk wayang citer bumblebee. ..aku pun on la lgpun esokenye cuti. Then naik kereta mira and gi ioi. Dlm kereta berlakulah prbncangan mcm2. Aku ni bila dgm mira & pijo mmg akn ckp bahasa utara la . Tp ada az pulak. Hmm lntaklaa aku nk juga ckp bahasa aku. Penat ckp kl. Tp mmg best la kluar dgn korg.  Thank you for making me happy after i felt down. Thank you mira pijo az . Bumblebee so cute. Sesape nk ajak kluar bgitau laa ea hehe. Dh lama x jmpa shahira, Fariha, rahah . Hmm dh x nk jmpe kite ke?
     

Stress

                        Assalamualaikum
 So today I wanna tell everything what is inside my heart.

Entahlaa rasanya there's no more human sudi listen to my life story. Only Allah understand what I feel.

Last week was a very stress week for me. I really cannot stand to be there anymore.

Aku ni x bersykur ke?  Atau x sabar ?. .  Aku selalu ingat ustazustaz ebit liew ckp Allah bg musibah sbb Allah nk bg nikmat yg besar lps tu. ..

Tp aku x kuat sgt nk hadap org2 dkt office tu. Semua kerja aku x kena. Semua salah. Aku tau la aku bodoh. Budak sl1m ja. Treat aku mcm kuli. Aku cuba utk x nak benci dorg. Aku sakit sgt di treat camtu. Bkn treat mcm kuli je, treat mcm.. X tau nk explain. Kerja aku semua salah semua x kena. Dorg je yg betul. Pastu nk marah2 aku.

Tolong laa. Nk resign sgt. Hmmm. Siapa yg baca nk mntk tlg doakan saya please . Nk keluar drpd PJH secepatnya. Terlalu bnyk toksik.

Aku asyik x de selera mkn. Sbb stress sgt dgn dorg. Dgn kwn2 pun senyum fake je. Balik nangis.

Lg satu isu ni isu jodoh. Kwn2 sl1m ni selalu dok bncg pasal bnda ni .Entah laa nk buat camne belum jumpa lg .

Srikandi

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum,

      Alhamdulillah Allah give me the time and the feel to write right now. Actually, I wanna write about yesterday because I was so excited to meet my high school friends.... I think I've met few laa right especially those in uia gombak. However, Those I met yesterday were those who studied abroad. So, of course laa we did not see each other for a very long time. I felt shy juga laa. They studied oversea, I studied at Malaysia je..hehe. However, the awkwardness tu sekejap je. Then we became like dulu2. I feel that we are still the same. Seriously perangai sama je. Nothing change. Rindu nk lepak dkt dorm mlm2 bergosip. Yg paling x boleh blah si Mimi ni. Ya ampun bawang sgt... haha... So funny of you. Mimi nnti dh bertugas jd doktor, mesti patient happy je. Hehe... hopefully we can have a sleepover maybe one day... If i'm still here. They are still talking about rmc. haha cannot move on ea. I thought they already forgotten. Haha... I'm not bawang ing you girls okay... Just stating what I felt. Anyway congratulations to Izyan Syuhada for being top 10.

          Tajuk wajib when reunion of course selagi x kawin selagi tu topic nye akan pusing2 situ juga laaa... Alright. I thought i am the only one who sengsara at workplace. But actually no. Dayah and Hanis also telling me that they feel quite the same. Yea.. this is life right?.. Zera pun ckp the same. So the conclusion is we pray to Allah for giving us strength to keep strong. However, I'm still with my principle. I really wanna go out from pjh as soon as possible. Please pray for me to get job near to my house. I don't like here.... I knew I should feel very grateful and I must be yakin that Allah will always there for us. Allah giving the best for us. Allah knows the best for us. Allah sayang kita.

         Till we meet again inshaa Allah ... anyong...

Toughest challenge.

Assalamualaikum....

    Actually this post was in August I think. It was at my office. At that time, I was very stress and I wanna write but my friends came to me and discuss and everything so I cannot la write.

     So now, I wanna tell everything that I felt. I knew I should be very grateful. Alhamdulillah I feel very grateful for what Allah had given to me to get to join Sl1m programme at Putrajaya Holdings. I got the chance to live at Putrajaya. I went to the gardens, I went to the Merdeka parade celebration and many more.

      However, I am still normal human being. Honestly I wanna quit from that program as soon as possible. Aku stress dengan orang2 kat department Financial Accounting tu. Katanya masa awal2 dulu nk train like an exec but x pun. Aku nie x lebih dari jd kuli je tau x... How mauch i hate them. Memang ada juga few things yg aku kena buat monthly so at least aku entrusted some works but dorg treat me mcm budak intern. Memang la aku x reti nk mix sgt dgn dorg. Aku diam je x ramah mcm org yg before2 nie. Dorg buat mcm aku nie x wujud. Pastu sis sorg tu siap nasihat aku you have to try to mingle with us even you hate how much pun. X kan lah asyik nk kwn dgn budak sl1m je. So what dorg yg x sudi nk kwn dgn aku ckp kat aku camtu...

   X tau laaa. Semua pun perangai mcm tu... Asyik nk marah aku je. Dgn Berry x pulak nk marah tengking camtu.... Berry assist exec juga. contract after dh abis sl1m. Tp mmg beza treatment aku dgn dia. Sbb aku mcm x pndai nk melawan . Ikut je.. Berry mcm lbh berani and garang...

   Yg penting aku mmg nk kluar dari situ. Biar padan muka dorg .... Aku mmg tgh dok try apply kerja. Almost everyday juga laa, pastu yg uia buat semua aku gi. Dh bnyk ambik cuti utk try apa ja peluang yg ada. Aku yakin Allah akan bg aku sesuatu yg lebih baik. I really hope to leave pjh as soon as possible. Apa yg Allah bg tu yg terbaik... Aku yakin Allah akan bg aku kerja baru. Rezeki Allah tu luas.  Pray for me please

My feelings

Assalamualaikum...

      This laptop really ruined my mood. I have to keep more money to buy a new one... Cannot bear with this laptop anymore... Tooooo much...

           Okay, selamat hari raya everyone. Since I am at home, so have wifi i can write this blog. Okay.. cam biasa laaa... Alhamdulillah... tahun ni dapat celebrate raya with family. Tahun nie nie mmg a lot of different laa kan ... Ramadan aku pun tahun nie very different buka puasa merata2 not like usual. Few times with sl1m friends at padang perbadanan, few times at surau presint 16, at media prima office fariha also and many more yg penting not with pjh staff yg berlagak tu.. 

             Alhamdulillah Allah granted me with the 19 sl1m friends that are really awesome.. They helped me a lot. Before this I was alone there but now alhamdulillah I have friends. I love all of them. Even at office and rumah sewa quite unhappy, I have them to make me smile.. Bukan laa nk puji lebih2 but there I only have them... To salsabila thank you very much be my kakak. When I already rapat with someone then they'll know how I am.. I'm not laa cannot berdikari i don't know laa but that's my behavior. Even with my siblings pun people will say that I am adik. My perangai really not like a kakak. If I go shopping, I cannot go alone, I don't buy. I need to ask their opinion, asked those who accompany me to ask the seller and many more... Thanks sgt salsabila teman kite jogging juga... hopefully dpt teruskan.. Tapi sara, mira and nufa ajak pindah rumah. nk duduk sama2. I wanna go out from the house because that kakak very berkira... I cannot stand. I just learn duduk rumah sewa. I am not used to it. Before ni mahallah kat uia lain... bertimbang rasa laa sikit.. apa salahnya masak kalau balik awal. ni x tnggu juga aku yg balik lmbt utk masak... adoyyaiii.. entahlaaa.

          Sara and Atirah always tumpagkan I. Thank you sngt. Mila ajar kite mcm2. Yg lain pun.. thank you bnyk sgt tlg.. After nie x tau laa bila lg boleh jumpa... Time raya ni pun semua dh krik2. Nnti dh abis sl1m lg laa krik2... rindunya kt korang. Sedih sgt2 x dpt bergambar dgn korg masa hari rabu b4 raya tuuuu... 

               Hmmm what else.. To everyone that I made mistakes please forgive me. To my family .. lagi laaa thank you sgt2. Mmg x terbalas jasa ... love all of you... semua org syg family... jodoh tu rahsia Allah. Allah will give on the right time at the right place... Yg pnting jgnla nak main2kan hati org yeee... nak ckp nak x nak ckp x nak.. serious laa sikit bnda camni jgn nk main 2 bg hrapan palsu... 

     Okayy byee

Gambar raya tahun lepas ... hehe .. 

Luahan Perasaan

Assalamualaikum....

      So today.. I wanna tell everything that i felt. Since en. sazali who is our trainer for classroom training said that women will feel relieve or release when they express all their problems. They just wanna be listened then they can find solution on their own. 

      Lets get started. The world of working is not as good as study life. It is totally different. I feel like wanna give up already. Now I worked as sl1m trainee at PjH. During our classroom training, everyday is fun you know like going to class even we have to do presentations all the time... Now we already finished our training and have to go to office to work. I realllllllly don't like it. For me I feel like they are quite berlagak laaa. I don't know laa if only me feels like that. However, my friends also said like that. I thought atirah pnye department je yg x kerek. Yg aku nie... ya ampun.... harapnye x de lah org pjh baca ea... entahlaa i don't know until when i can stay at that place. I reallly determined to go out from pjh as soon as possible. Pray for me please. i wanna stay at my place jee. Nowadays it is not easy to get a job. So, I must be grateful but sgt menderitaaaaa.... hmmm nk jadi freelance je boleh x??...

       Next problem is housemate rumah sewa nie berkira sangat... this is the reality of life.. thats all laa

okayyy bye

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum

     .. hi semua.. In this month of April I and all of us got a lot of wedding ceremony invitation right?... Barakallahu lakuma. Semoga Allah memberkati pernikahan kalian. 

                Before we start, I would like to ask everybody especially me to start our day with grateful. Waje up in the morning say Alhamdulillah Allah still give us the chance to live to ask forgiveness from Him and increase our taqwa.

               Alhamdulillah. Last week I was very angry kan?? Allah is very kind. Allah baik. Allah sayang kita. When He gives us ujian, then it means we are very lucky. Allah bg ujian tanda Allah sayang. Allah concern with us. Kalau dengar ustaz Hanan Attaki or Ustaz Ebit liew mmg menangis laaa. X boleh nk control2 lagi. 

               Last week was quite an emotional week for me. Cry everyday... However Allah is very kind. He give me smiles. Suddenly on Saturday, Allah let me to meet my beloved sahibah uia that already graduated. Everybody has their own life and everybody was stress. Not only me okayyy. So we went to Dataran Merdeka main buih... and the one that lastik2 tu. Hilang kejap stress dpt jadi kanak2 for a while. Memang nk hilangkan stress patutnya baca Quran or listen to the bacaan ayat suci,. berzikir. However, that one also a therapy kan ?? But don,t go overboard laa..  After that we went to surau nusaibah. Katanya penat nak balik tidur. But kalau dh gather camni, bukan selalu dapat. Dekat syurga nnti boleh .. so apa lagi bersembang la  x de la membawang sangat... mungkin fikirkan masa depan... Dengan fariha yg x habis2 membuatkan semua org terhibur... Macam buat karangan bahasa melayu ayat I .. X bole blah. Last week pun best, dapat kluar mkn2 dgn fariha dan rahah cumanya rushing laa

               Minggu nie pulak, ada kawan2 baru Sl1m masuk... so I am not alone. Before this only 4 person and only me a girl so I have deal with them 3 boys laa. But now, there are 7 girls and I hope more boys are coming. Balance la sikit... okay let me tell in malay lah ea.. On Monday tu.. the two boys nie wanna meet the new girls laa kan but they arrived late, so we met at the lift je and only talk with me and at that time pun I don't know what we were talking. Dah lama x deal dgn brothers nie.. whatsapp boleh laa dpn mata x tercakap ... but now dh okay kot. On Tuesday we have jamuan otside with all finance team. So on Wed tu, we went to cafe like on Mon. Then suddenly I saw idzni. I thought it was him laaa because not really ingat sgt muka . Then, kebetulan they are looking for table. So, Atirah and me pun waved our hand calling them kan... then they pun join us makan sekali... then I knew who is hazman and idzni. Then, we pun sembang2... and quite funny laaa the dicussion... sabar je laaa... hehe... nice to meet them... 

              so, this weekend I have to finish my work. Last week Shahira, this week me pulak. Lagu maher zain yg album ada lagu Medina tu sgt mengingatkan aku pada uia ... How I miss my undergraduate life... lagu ara johari tu pulak tringat dkt tmpat intern.

      Okay... salah silap harap dimaafkan. yg baik boleh dicontohi yg buruk boleh dijauhi.

gmbar baru upload guys, so sorry x dpt nk ltk dkt blog.. budget ada org nak tengok... 

Throwback

Assalamualaikum

      I was and still sad with the lost of my pictures in my laptop.... sobs. Because of this laptop. Hmm but that was ditakdirkan for me. Every tiny simple thing also Allah dh takdirkan untuk kita. Semua benda yg jadi adalah dengan izin Allah. Tapi tak semua yang Allah izin, Allah reda. Okay I really want back the pictures At Terengganu, Raya 2016 and Kenduri kak Hanis and other kakak. Klau ada rezeki Allah izin then I'll get back the pictures. Actually I wanna share about the old pictures. I read my diary during I was in form 5. So funny and sweet. Miss my school. Even I had some bad experience there, but I still love my alma mater. Congratzzz Syahira Raghni and husband selamat bernikah semalam. 17/2/18

     I don't have many pictures during my secondary school. Boarding school cannot la use phone to take pictures. I don't have camera at that time kan... at that time not like now. That pictures was during HK means hari keusahawanan. There are part of my closest friend back in stf. They are very nice. I have nice friends, nice kakaks and nice adiks. Alhamdulillah. I knew all of you also have very nice friend. The pictures during our dinner also I don't have. Its okay even I don't have the pictures but I have the stories in my diary. I love writings. Other than this pictures, I have pictures during at rmc. That pictures was tagged at fb. if not, I will not have laa that pictures. I upload 2 pictures only ea. I don't want people to find my blog when they type anything about stf rmc. hehehe.

This picture during eating durian. Lots of love

                      My laptop nie suka sangat buat hal and it lead to make me cry... i will continue later okayyy.

        Okay now I'm back hehe.... okay yesterday 20th February is my Mother's birthday. happy birthdayyy.
okay. so many okays... before continue to CFS and degree life, I would like to share laa kan some story.
During form 4 I joined one week trip to schools. SBT schools. Actually the journey was to the north. Along the way, we drop by to TKC, SSP. That 2 schools with STF ibarat musuh laaa. Macam x percaya gi sekolah musuh. Biasa la perempuan nie. However, that was a very great experience. The TKC ians were very kind bawak kitorang lawat blok. We have chit chat and everything. Next we went to SSP. There , I met my dua pupu okay bukan dua lipa. hehe. Hazirah. Then we pun chit chat laa. Okay.. after that I forgot. Because we were going to Sekolah Sains Sultan Md Jiwa. I don't know the right spelling but we bergerak keluar dari ssp tu dh lps maghrib juga or nk dkt isyak dah which I mean already night. At SSMJ pun i had friends from primary schools but all are boys. so, x jumpa pun dgn dorg just asking the girl students. Then form 5 I went to RMC because we have eksplorasi. So... nice memories.


                                               

     During CFS, I was very close to them. We were special unit FSCC. We were always together. Other than them, I was close with my room mates and my class mates. So, I x kenal ramai sgt org. When my room mate balik kelas petang2 kumpul kat tengah bergosip I cannot i magine who are they yg dorg tgh ckp tu.. until dh degree baru I kenal ..Ouh he /she laaa yg dorg ckp tu lol. My cfs storyes bnyk kot I shared dkt blog nie... hehe I should read back.

 These are the girls that I spent most of my time in undergraduate life. They made my undergradzz life meaningful and always be in my heart...

  That was my first and last to join my GL friends. the awesomestest. X sangka dpt join. Before nie I segan nk join. Kitorang kluar  10 org in one avanza yasmin's car... terharu dpt join dorg... walaupun segan.... thats all lah k byeeee

Keep calm and try to improve ourselves.

Assalamualaikum...

          I knew I should only write something that has ibrah. I should share something beneficial but I am a normal person. I am alone. I knew the best place to share problems or to say anything is during 3/4 of night. Tell to Allah. So, we must do that okay. On Friday, I listened to Ustaz Ebit Liew. He said that we must bersangka baik dengan Allah. Actually banyak sangat benda2 yg mententuh hati. You can find Usatz Ebit liew punya ceramah at youtube as well. 

          Before I forget, today, 4/2/18 is Fayyad's birthday. Fayyad is kak Farah's son. He is 1 year old today. He is so cuteeeee. Teringat dekat babies dkt uia. So, I should tell happy story only right. 

          Okay, life is complicated right. I feel like I am more comfortable in uia. What I mean is when in uia , I can go to halaqah easily. I can join program, meeting anytime. Nobody cares. But now, I have to jaga hati for both sides. They want me to join them. I am okay but at the other side, I have to explain everything to my parents. They don't understand. I cannot think of my future. Its okay .. Allah knows what is the best for me. Allah tu baik.

            During I went to uia b4 convocation, I had the chance to join sharing session before iftar. It was kak Amnani's turn. She always be called as Kak Ina. Kak Ina said, we must know the 'sirah' of Islam. The sahabat and sahabiah. So, when I arrived home, I found history book on Umar Abdul Aziz and Sultan Muhammad al Fateh. I really have to find more. We must increase our knowledge. Okay, actually I wanna share on Sultan Muhammad al Fateh. Before reading the book, I thought that Sultan Muhammad al Fateh just easily won the battle and got the Konstantinopel. However, it was not that easy. They took a long time in the battle. Many things happened and they almost putus asa. Sultan Muhammad al Fateh is a very pious man. The armies and citizen all are good and pious. Mereka sentiasa solat , mohon petunjik Allah dan akhirnya Allah bagi kemenangan untuk Sultan Muhammad Al Fateh. Jadinya, nak mendapat kejayaan tu bukan senang. Even, seorang sultan yang hebat pun Allah uji dengan bermacam dugaan sebelum nak menang. apatah lagi kita yang tak hebat nie lagi lah banyak dugaan. Allah bagi ujian tu sebab nak tingkatkan darjat kita. Sultan Muhammad al Fateh meletakkan 100% keyakinan dan kepercayaan kepada Allah. Kita pun kena buat macam tu. Kena yakin dengan Allah. Orang yang bersabar nie reward dia besar. tak disangka sangka. Actually, I wanna relate the story with my life but let me and Allah only know okayyy.... 

Jzakumullahu khairal jazak... 

I am sorry

Assalamualaikum...

                    I really need to write right now. Now, my halaqah is with kak Farah Lokman. So, I never go to hq yet because i don't have transport. However, kak S stayed near to my house. So, I pm her stated that I wanna tumpang her to go to hq. Then she came just now but with her husband and her baby. So, of course I segan. Tapi suami kak S nie yg namanya abg S quite peramah. Aku bukannya nak kutuk tapi entahlaa. Suami kak S ajak saya apply jadi cikgu dkt ibrah sementara nak dapat kerja and jd keArah pnya ahli. Aku x kisah kalau ada transport. Tp aku x dak. Jauh juga laa nk ke sana. Tu laa tgh pening nie. Nnti tolak offer kata apa pulak. Mmg x baik cerita problem kat org. Tambah2 public camnie. Tapi aku stress. Aku suka jaa join program. Tp x dak transport. Lg satu program halaqah. Aku sebenarnya segan sgt dah nk tumpang kak S. Serious segan sgt. Tp aku perlu ke hq. Camna nie??? aku dh x nk tumpang... aaaaa stress.... maaf sgt. Aku tau aku x solehah. X patut citer problem kat sini. Aku cam nk stay KL lama2 sikit. 

                Okay lah nk citer bnda lain pulak. Td ada citer Kapt Mukhriz. Aku teringat time citer tu first kluar tv, kitorang tgk beramai2 dkt MO. Best sgt. Ada fariha, kak fad, kak ida. Time tu aku mmg suka sgt laa citer tu sbb kapten askar bagai nie. Aku suka sgt citer Dots tu Captain Yoo Si Jin and the gang. Dulu selalu melepak MO. Buka puasa sama2. rindu undergradsss. Nnti  ada citer budak boy. tp dkr rmc baru. x best laa x de kenangan. Kenangan semua dkt rmc lama. Tp bagus juga sbb aku mmg x nak ingat pun semua kenangan tu...  tu je yee utk kali nie. X de bnda menarik ... x dpt nk sebarkan dakwah. Maaf ye.

               

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum..

     Alhamdulillah. Today I am really feel better. I just recover from my flu and fever. This is quite bad laa sepanjang hidup. Almost one week juga laa. I insist my brother to go to pharmacy to buy medicine for me. Mmg x boleh tidur  on the first day tu. Selalunya I got fever for only one day and not that bad. This time quite bad la. However, tetap kena bersyukur. Sakit tu kan penghapus dosa. Semua nya temporary kat dunia nie. Alhamdulillah skrg dh getting better cuma batuk nie belum fully recovered. Mungkin sbb haritu kan cuaca sejuk kan? tu yg temperature berubah. Cuaca sejuk ke panas ke semua tu asbab je. Allah dah memang mengtakdirkan aku untuk demam kan.. Semua berlaku dgn izin Allah. 

       Tadi rasa macam ada banyak benda nak tulis tapi sekarang dah tak ingat . Bila sakit nie baru lah kita appreciate nikmat sihat. Jagalah kesihatan masing2 yaaa. Put your trust in Allah. It is not just word of wisdom. Have to walk the talk. Boleh dengar ustaz Hanan Attaki dkt you tube. Best sangat. Actually I miss my solehah girls. Aku tak berani nak tegur sbb dorg tu busy. saya nie siapa laa kan ? Fariha skrg kwn dgn syuhada dan org2 kl je.. ye lah dh bekerjaya mana ingat saya lagi. hehe x de lah fariha baik, maafkan saya.... 

       on 7th January 2018, I already 24. Thank you. Jazakumullahu khair jazak kepada semua yang wish dan doakan saya.... lots of love. 

Rindu..

Assalamualaikum...

        I think there are so many times I used that title. Actually, just now Shahira said to me that she was at masjid. She missed me and other friends because we used to study together during final exam week. I was touched. I miss that moment too. I miss Shahira, Fariha, Syahadah, Ardeela, Rahah and Teha..... x pe nnti kat syurga kita study sama2 lagi. Semoga Allah permudahkan Shahira, Teha, Syahadah, Ardeela jawab exam ... ameeeen. Lots of love...

I think I still have things that I wanna write but I forgot.. its okay laa next time inshaa Allah. Ingat nk tweet pasal nie.. tp segan pulak nnti Nadhi cakap kak asma nie active twitter. Rindu sangat adik2 ittew nie.. Ada rezeki ada jodoh kita jumpa yaaa.