Feel Blessed

assalamualaikum...

So Cute...

sister with gold tudung tuuu.. bahagia nmpaknyee... pretending or what?

We don't talk anymore... like we used to do...

I just read IIUM Confession... a story about how to improve your english...

Good... it is important to be good in english and we can be khairunnas 'anfa uhum linnas... When we have many skills we can be like that laa kan...

                      I would like to share about patience. It has three types. First, patience with all Allah's command, second patience with not doing what Allah prohibit and lastly patience with the the test that Allah give to us.

                      Sometimes, crying can heal our stress or sadness. Only Allah knows what inside our heart and Allah knows the best for us. Keep telling everything to Allah. We will feel blessed and lega... It needs patience to do that. To accept something to stop doing sins ... its hard but Allah always comes first. when it hard, remember Allah .. ..

                     Maybe until here only.. okay... want to finish english term paper... still a lot ahve to be improved and to be done... till we meet again...

2nd raya

                                       Assalamualaikum...


                So Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah finished my 6 Syawal fast.. So, tomorrow I'll be celebrating raya... hehe..

                 Okayy I have some chit chatting with my beloved ustazah just now, I asked what should I do if my friend is sad? Usatazah said give kata2 semangat, care dgn apa yg dilalui, fahami bantu jika perlu... Maybe one more doakan dia .. it is good right to doa to people.. especially to your family members and friends... I pray that Allah give us strength to continue with our life.

Sometimes I wonder... how my friends could stay with me?.. You are so strong.. sometimes I have bad mood laaa... sulking... everything... I feel bless to have all of you in my life. After this undergraduate.... I'll be missing you guys A LOT.... okay we keep praying for each other. For my family ... thank you very much. Love you.. I am sorry to all my family friends if I have hurt you without realizing it or realizing it... to Syahadah also.. Sorry and thank you... Thank you Allah ... Alhamdulillah.

I love you... bogoshipto...
is today friendship day or what?...
Love Allah first, Love Rasulullah, then family and friends...
Pray for me... I want to become a good person
Think only what is important... no need to berangan too much...okayyy
Focus ibadah.. . a small reminder for myself. .. for one of my friend.. don't laa be like that,.. Put your trust in Allah. Allah knows the best.. Allah love you.

Bahagia dalam sedih

Assalamualaikum....

             My title today is like tajuk lagu melayu right? hehe... kalah dalam menang, hidup dalam mati, doa dalam lagu.... hehe.

The best selfie for today.. quite satisfied even my tudung is quite bulat.. stfian tudung must sharp.. hehe..

                 So, yeah actually i'm stressed doing my assignment. Just realised that 26/7 is Tuesday.. Afiq's birtdayyy my brother... still the same like last time, end up with writing blog..

            Today is 24/7... last 5 years where were I?... of course at RMC... ish2 sister nie dah kenapa ingat ... I think I am the only one who remember and I hope nobody will read this... Maluuuuu.

No laaaa. like this, today... Fariha and me went to Bangi, and we go through the road that reminisced me of my school's dayyy ... tha'ts all   +   yesterdayyy meet with srikandi... hehe srikandi sangat.. budget laa sister nie. They are srikandi not meeee..................

               So, what I want to write is...in the stress day with tough test... Allah still give me a chance to smile... It was NICE... Masha Allah ... Alhamdulillah sangat.... 

             What else I wanna write ea??? haa really miss Tropical fruit company... Only meet Intan and Emylia... I miss to see Wafiqah.. Cannot find her ... Rindu .., Amirul, Hanis.. 

 Bella and Intan call me Diya, Hanis and dayah call me Kiah.. so funny.. Rozie panggil apa ntah... but mostly call asmadiyana.... hehe...

      I want to dedicate the song see you again. 

For Fariha... thanks a lot ... Sorry for not helping you ... lets us finish our english term paper... FIGHTING!!!!!!... see you next time.. for GL gathering cannot go laaa Bella said no point laa if go no you guys.. feel awkward ... X pe we pray so that Allah will gather us one dayyy.

sedih

           

                          Right now I'm doing my assignment, but cannot focus. I feel very guilty. I 'll write everything here and hopefully nobody will read. Of course everyone want to be treated well. Yeah, me too but sometimes I have problem. If I'm angry, I will show it with my action. if i'm sulking then it means i'm angry or I'm not treated people nicely. I dont wanna be like that. I feel like I wanna meet counselor. Its hard to control that feeling. I keeep crying. Only Allah know how I feel.

                          maybe i'm not a good friend. I like to have guest coming to my room, to stay for one or two days . its okayy. even I'm a little bit not comfortable and quite shy because people know what i'm doing but its okay. I can accept that for one to two days. This time, my friend wanna stay at my room for one semester. As I said I like privacy. I'm not comfortable people share compartment with me. I lost my freedom. I'm not good as others. I never bother about the payment. Its about my life. Its hard for me. But, one of my behavior is easy to get kesian and diffilcult to menolak when people ask for something. When she asked to stay... I felt x sampai hati.. then just accept her to stay in my compartment. I'm trying to be good. Everyday have to acting and pretending that I'm okayy. with a smile face. yeah I'm keep run away from staying at my room just to avoid hurting her. I know its hurt. But who is wrong in this situation? I'm not treating her well and I knew its hurt. I don't wanna be treated bad as well. I'm afraid what you give you get back. I'm afraid if one day i'll be treated like that................ I'm really stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

                       I hope my friends around me don't angry at me and treated me well.

                      Now i feel bad, please pray for me. I m afraid of doing sins. If i'm wrong please forgive me. Yeah again I'm not a good friend like others, but I have my kelemahan also. I feel guilty towards Syahadah and towards you a little bit. i'm dreaming of you just now... I hope I can talk to syahadah nicely after this. She is secretive. I'm still thinking why she dont wanna register for room. The reasons I cannot accept. if wanna pray jamaah just come to my room or go to masjid. If feel alone sorang2 kat bilik then come to my room once a while. Like I go to Fariha's room once a while if i'm talking for two days. I hope I dont make people in trouble because I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Raya 2016

        Assalamualaikum....

Today is 12th July equal to 7th Syawal 1437.... Alhamdulillah dapat sambut raya tahun nie. Allah masih panjangkan umur. Tahun nie especially, hujung2 Ramadan ramai yg pergi bertemu Ilahi. Rasa macam x elok nk sambut raya lebih2... walau happy macam mana pun ingatlah Allah . I wanna remind myself actually. 

            Alhamdulillah, this year, Allah izinkan kami satu keluarga sederhana besar i mean my father's family untuk gather bersama sama. I love that suasana yg sgt susah utk dijumpai. This year everybody came back to Penang hometown . So, it quite meriah... Alhamdulillah. Even I am already 22 but still got duit raya. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki mereka yg sudi bg duit raya for me. I felt my uncles still treated me as children. My lecturer also said that even you already big and have your own family, you are always your parents' babies...  I just thinking of how it will be when i already married. I cannot imagine seriously.... . its okayy lah no need to think of that.

          What else, I feel happy to meet all my cousins and pakcik makcik.. having chit chat... Alhamdulillah...  okay change topic to real life .. I was extremely into DOTS... everyday I will sebut captain Yoo si Jin and Surgeon major Seo dae Yong. I dont know to spell sarjan in english its like pakar bedah. ... Before this laa i dont know why? .. but now not anymore the feel of enthusiasm or enthusiastic all are gone... suka sikit2 je... hehe dah laaa. doakan saya ye...

                                               The Cousins.... love you alll