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Assalamualaikum

      I wanna tell about my friends today... Saje je.. lama x jumpa kan.. At least ada kenangan kat sini.. So, I have few groups of ftiends.. Alhamdulillah ada juga yg sudi berkawan dgn saya. Kwn2  saya tak ramai pun.. Mungkin because I am a little bit introvert.. Introvert dgn org yg x rapat. If kwn rapat tu non stop bercakap...

      So the first group is my UIA friends. Dkt uia ni pun ada a few groups. Ada yg sama course, sebilik dari CFS, yg sekali join society, yg sama halaqah. Camtu laaa. So basically, I rapat with my friends yg sama econs and sama halaqah... Because we are always together maybe.. Alhamdulillah.. I missed that moments.. Everyday we meet. When we wanna register for new classes, we will adjust to be in the same class. X best la klas sorang2. Dh la bilik sorang2. That's why la I always go to their room. Kadang2 dkt Safiyyah, Kdg2 dkt Nusaibah.. smpai dlm group whatsapp adik2 junior aku bergaduh (bukan betul2) just confuse. One of them said I'm from Hafsah, one said from Nusaibah. Haha so funny laa. Pastu my friend sorang ni suka tanya I'm from which bilik? hehe... I don't mind to panjat the tangga to Nusaibah.. masa jaga Thaqif Aqil pun I jaga dekat bilik Fariha, jaga Noah juga... 

Now, I still be friended with them just cannot meet everyday like during UG la kan.. Yg dlm gmbr ni just yg sama course yg pernah jd roomate since asasi yg kwn since asasi. Yg lain ada gambar tp takes time sikit nk cari..

   Next is my SL1M friends. There are 20 of us including me who joined that program on 2018. Rapat because we meet everyday. We started rapat after we joined class. We have to joined class for one month. Balik kerja sama, makan sama, buka puasa sama, riadah sama, main basikal sama, and everything laa. I kwn dgn semua tp x la rapat dgn semua.. Rapat dgn most of them laa kann... they are very kind.. all the best for them..

     Next is kawan dkt rumah. Alhamdulillah I still have friends dkt area rumah ni. Kwn from secondary school.. Since I move to my family house, I always meet them and kawan dgn dorang.. hmm tp lps ni maybe susah sikit la nk jumpa. Skrg mmg PKP but yeah sorang demi sorang get married. Left me alone.

         Next is my alam maya friends... okay start with FB. I joined fb since 2010 when I was in form 4. For me fb is too open. I'm not so active updating anything just for business purpose maybe. Friends on fb tu ramai yg I think I x kenal pun .. Main approve je. Entahlaa rasanya maybe dulu kwn but now dh x kenal. something like that la. Tp dkt fb, aku friend with my teachers, lecturers, and seniors tooo.. For twitter, x ramai sgt follower. I purposely don't want people to know about my twitter. Quite private laa. I don't know la people read or not my tweet. I just write.. For Ig, quite the same with twitter. I only approved people that I know especially man. So all the man or boy are those that I know them.. X ramai pun. adik, kwn Sl1M, kwn2 lain. 

     Sampai sini saja ye .. Until we meet again. Inshaa Allah.. Pray for me..  bye

Me

Assalamualaikum,

   Okay today yeah actually since few  days ago I feel like wanna write because there so many things I wanna say but I just tell Allah. 

   It is about my part time job as a dropshipper. That job is really not ME. I never like a job which I need to promote things or anything related with marketing. Even my blog pun I never tell everybody to read, just share with some close friends. But I have toooooo. My current job is not that stable. I work in the tourism industry. With current condition, I can't do anything. My position pun not that important pun. Then.. I should prepare for something bad. I ave to have income to pay some monthly commitments. So what else I can do?? I don't have my own transport. So I can just find job that no need for me to move from one place to another. I think dropship is the only thing or work that I can do. However, I think I just wrongly join that company. Because in that company, they really push you and I really never like their culture. I just joined . Consider laaa.. lagipun dropship dia dah ramai. Pastu nk kena compete lagi. Susahla nk explain. Yg pasti this things made me cry everyday.. In this business, Dropship is level paling bawah, then you can naik jadi egent and so on. Masa first nak join jd dropship tu dia dh tnye kenapa nk join?? klau setakat nk tambah income buat kerja lain pun boleh tambah income. Klau nk join mesti cita2 tinggi . Klau org tnye kenapa join sbb nk jadi jutawan.. Ubah mindset... Tu semua kata2 diorang la yg aku x boleh hadam dlm hidup aku. Aku stress giler rasa hidup x bebas ... Wajib buat marketing everyday....  I just nk join dropship yg chill chill je .. xyah ar nk over sgt. Aku bukan la nk kutuk dorg .. I just wanna luahkan apa yg aku rasa.. 

    I mmg nk quit ar x lama lagi... Hopefully cepatla boleh dpt kerja baru.. Rasa serabut sgt hidup. Aku tahu Allah bg ujian mengikut kadar kemampuan kita. Kita kena sangka baik dgn Allah. Allah baik. Allah sayang kita.... okay bye