Raya 2016

        Assalamualaikum....

Today is 12th July equal to 7th Syawal 1437.... Alhamdulillah dapat sambut raya tahun nie. Allah masih panjangkan umur. Tahun nie especially, hujung2 Ramadan ramai yg pergi bertemu Ilahi. Rasa macam x elok nk sambut raya lebih2... walau happy macam mana pun ingatlah Allah . I wanna remind myself actually. 

            Alhamdulillah, this year, Allah izinkan kami satu keluarga sederhana besar i mean my father's family untuk gather bersama sama. I love that suasana yg sgt susah utk dijumpai. This year everybody came back to Penang hometown . So, it quite meriah... Alhamdulillah. Even I am already 22 but still got duit raya. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki mereka yg sudi bg duit raya for me. I felt my uncles still treated me as children. My lecturer also said that even you already big and have your own family, you are always your parents' babies...  I just thinking of how it will be when i already married. I cannot imagine seriously.... . its okayy lah no need to think of that.

          What else, I feel happy to meet all my cousins and pakcik makcik.. having chit chat... Alhamdulillah...  okay change topic to real life .. I was extremely into DOTS... everyday I will sebut captain Yoo si Jin and Surgeon major Seo dae Yong. I dont know to spell sarjan in english its like pakar bedah. ... Before this laa i dont know why? .. but now not anymore the feel of enthusiasm or enthusiastic all are gone... suka sikit2 je... hehe dah laaa. doakan saya ye...

                                               The Cousins.... love you alll

Third year First sem

                          Assalamualaikum....

Alhamdulillah... Allah give us chance to live until now.. and today is 8 Ramadhan.

Usually after finish of every sem i'll update blog but this semester, I would like to upload video that I've made myself... actually I'm in the process of learning how to make video. i wanna use adobe primiere pro but forgot how to use... I have to learn... recall back... Pray for me so that what i've learnt I can contribute to ummah to Islam... ameen

But the pro show is .... 

I'll update first, then I'll use another apps laaa x best ahhh pro show nie... ingt line oren tu akn hilang bila publish tp x pun... sob sob

2015

Assalamualaikum...

             I would like to share 2015 story.. even today dah 3oth january.. dah almost one month in 2016. 2015 was so awesome. It teach me A LOT... cannot describe. Best dapat join Team DnT EMSS and Journalism club. ... even both are quite contrast. I've learnt a lot. Bak kata Ain, every person in that team taught me "something". .. Sometimes kena bully but sometimes I bullied people also... Bully main main je. Tapi mostly I laaa kena bully. Gembira, menangis tu biasa laaa.... Alhamdulillah everything run smoothly. Best dapat gi Langkawi, Terengganu, agd ,agm with all of you was a great memory.

              Other than that, I've met e few people that surprising me.......... I mean yeah... I never thought to meet them. First is Fizrie, my friend at RMC in 2011... during STF - RMC had a programme. .. I met him coincidentally at STABAZ ... hehe ...  Then, I also met kak Alina.. my beloved kakak. Last time we met I think also in form 5... Its been 4 years. Ingat Kak Alina x datang sbb x register online pun... rupanya datang juga program JC tu... Thanks kakak for supporting Journalism carnival 2015.....

            2015 also taught me to take care of a baby. Sangat x sangka yang aku akan jaga Thaqif aqil for almost 1 sem... Jaga dia dekat bilik Fariha, bawak gi meeting and many more with Thaqif. Miss him a lot. Fariha ajar aku jaga Thaqif .. and after tu mmg aku jaga fully hehe.. ambik dekat ayah dia... especially bila dekat mahallah ... kalau hari Jumaat, mmg akan jaga dekat bilik fariha... aku baru relax2 dekat bilik tiba2 Fariha call datang Nusaibah ... Thaqif datang... aku pun kelam kabut siap panjat tangga Nusaibah ... ambik Thaqif drpd ayah dia... anything for you laaa Thaqif .

             There are a lot more stories that happened on 2015 but until here I can tell okay... byeee

^_^ dah 0kay

Assalamualaikum....

              Alhamdulillah post semalam baru didelete oleh aku sendiri beberapa saat yg lalu... dah boleh move on dah rasanye nie... Alhamdulillah... terima kasih buat yang mendoakan....

              Therefore, I would like to share a little bit of motivation or knowledge from a book title "Pimpin Aku ke Syurga" by Afdholul Rahman, but not now laaa let it be draft for a while then I''ll come back inshaa Allah. ...

               I come back .. alhamdulillah.. but I don't bring that book .. therefore I would like to share about my naqibah's writing. She is very daebak.. always with #sistabah... I really like this post, therefore, I would like to write back here.


                  Nabihah's writing:

Honestly speaking, semua orang akan rasa rendah diri dan tak layak untuk buat amar ma'aruf nahi mungkar bila kita terfikirkan dosa dan maksiat kita dengan Tuhan. Isk isk.... Tapi bila teringatkan hidup ni all is about learning, gagahkan juga diri untuk berdiri sama tinggi dengan sahabat sahabat yang lain walaupun dalam nak menggagahkan diri tu sentiasa menghatui diri adalah dosa - dosa.

Bersyukurlah Rabb kita masih mencampakkan rasa malu dan gerun dengan dosa - dosa sendiri. What if that feeling has gone? Mesti sampai bila - bila kita akan seronok berterusan bermaksiat dengan Tuhan. Kan??

Sampai bila nak terus hanyut melayan rasa hati "rendah diri", "tak layak", " tak soleh", " tak bagus", "tak matang" semua ni? Sedangkan musuh Allah tak pernah berhenti mengatur strategi , kita masih ralit melayan emosi. Dahlah.. .. Selagi mana Rabb masih memilih kamu, ketahuilah Dia lebih mengetahui akan dirimu. Duhai hati, jangan pernah underestimate Allah! Allah lebih mengenali dan mengetahui diri kamu selama - lamanya lebih daripada kamu tahu.

Dunia ini, kehidupan ini, kalau sentiasa qawiyy tak terbenam langsung, tu bukan kehidupan di atas planet Bumi. Mungkin tu cuma kehidupan makhluk di planet marikh. Kalau tak pernah merasa sukarnya melawan nafsu dan sukarnya meninggalkan dosa- dosa yang menjadi tabiat kehidupan , kita takkan mampu jadi manusia yang kuat.

 Kerana kita akan bertambah kuat, apabila melawan arus. Orang yang hidup under pressure akan lebih strong daripada kehidupan yang tidak pernah dihentam ombak. Tersenyumlah dengan kesukaran diri dalam mendidik sekeping hati, kerna yakinlah suatu hari nanti, Rabb akan menjadikan kita hambaNya yang Rabbani.

 Sebab, Allah sentiasa tahu apa hajat di hati kita. Kita nak jadi apa mahupun hati kita benci dosa yang mana. Teruskan usaha, kerana kehidupan ini diciptakan Tuhan dengan penuh harapan.


.... semoga dapat manfaat. ^_^



                             

ANA SAYANG ANTUM SEMUA TAU...................

yg lain yg x de dalam gambar pun ... terima kasih kerana menjadi part of my life

              

Travel

Assalamualaikum

           Okay.. lately... when I scrolled my fb and ig,,....I saw my friends went for travelling... they really benefits their semester break.. Some of my friends.. went to STF,.. went to Japan... 

           I would like to go for a travelling as well... but my parents not allow me to do that except if I go for University's programme... but Alhamdulillah.... since I enter the university, (cfs and undergrad).. I've been joined a few programmes sambil jln2 about 3 times.. hehe

           I just came back from Kuala Terengganu actually... x de lah baru sngt.. last week. Okay.. during CFS, I went to Mersing... for a programme but  Ican't remember the name.. we do some gotong royong around the place... with my beloved special unit friends.... thay are Ejad, Atiqah Zaki, Teha, Nina, Mimi...

           Then, Last sem, I went to Langkawi for BTN..... of course this was the best trip.. hehe because of certain reasons... I learnt a lot... one of them.. is jangan over sangat gelak.. control sikit... x baik gelak bnyk2.. aku nk jadi mcm kak Izzah...

           Lastly, of course to Terengganu... hehe... mmg best bila dpt jln2 dgn kawan2 yg sekepala nie... kitorang mmg kaki bergambar.. mmg memanfaatkan masa yg ada untuk bergambar sepuas puasnya...arachi????... ada juga yg x best

Moral of the story.. jadilah pengembara jgn jadi pelancong... hehehe bak kata Qi dlm citer The Streets.

Rasa mcm best klau pergi semua sister jeeeee . setiap trip tu ada yg best dan yg x best actually...

bersama sahibah tercinta... Fariha, Ardeela, kat langkawi ada Sapinah, Kak Fatin, kak Nahawan dan kak Anita.... gambar2 yg sopan je... yg selfie x yah laaa

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum....

First of all nak minta maaf kpd semua yg mmbaca klau ada terasa hati or saya ada buat apa2 salah...

sebenarnya nk share ilmu laaa cam biasa.. tapi not in the mood lagi.. hehe 

Rasa nk share experience je bole kn...

Sem  lepas I was in 2 nd year first sem.... waaaa dh jadi kakak... dulu saya ( kitorang) yg paling junior.. tp x lg skrg.. best juga .. dah ada adik... rindu adik2 kat stf dulu, Ilham dgn Nur, Fatimah and Nisa... "kak asma .. akak" hehe .." ye dik.. "..

Every sem Experience berbeza  right? But I think this is the best... every week busy.. pergi BTN dkt Langkawi, Handle Himega... gi kenduri Kak Alifah dgn Kak Hanim... and yg paling best is musafir sepanjang study week... musafir yg x dirancang... menjelajah dari mahallah ke mahallah... daebak... mmg best .. I've heared that kita akn kenal sikap seseorang itu when we go for musafir for three days and above... then I told my friends about that.. so, we do some experiment.. boleh laaa dpt kenal juga ouh.. dia macm ni sebenarnya... yg x elok boleh diperbetulkan.. yg dh okay boleh dikongsi apa ingredientnyaaaa.... macam tu laa nak cerita lebih2 x best pulak .. apa2 pun kita sesama manusia dijadikan untuk lata'arafu... haa ingt x ayat ni? dlm surah mana? famous kot ayat nie... nnti dh jumpa I'll write back..

muhasabah diri

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah for all the nikmat from Allah SWT... Allah still allow me to write this blog. Actually I would like to share some experience and the wisdom or something that I got from the event. 

Okay, this sem, I am in 2nd year first sem. This sem I've join two societies which is Journalism Club and Da'wah and Training bureau under EMSS. Alhamdulillah.... from this two clubs I've learnt a lot. Actually maybe it is something quite private or secret... but I just write... 

Actually, joining this two club is a blessing... because I cannot just study for the whole sem... I need to do something beyond the classroom. so, again alhamdulillah...

Seriously, I tell this sem is very hectic. Especially after come back from semester break. The activities was non - stop... Only Allah knew how it feels. Bukan nk mengeluh... tired, sad, happy .. all of them are nikmat... Allah knew us better. Always positive.

I would like to share about ikhtilat actually... I've never heard this word before .. until I came to UIAM... Alhamdulillah... when we work in society, we need to work with different gender. yes that's the point, since I came from all girls school, I've never experience this except at RMC...

I'm scared... My kakak halaqah said actually there is no term kawan for brother and sister... astaghfirullahhalazim...

It depend on you to agree or not... but It is important for me. I hope that I will always alert and careful about this topic.

One of the club that I've join, is quite rare. Both have different identity and sometimes I also have different identities according to the club...  .We cannot berlakon, we have to be ourselves. I love both.

I hope I can take a good care of my heart.. pray for me... Allah yang pegang hati kita, kita x de kuasa nk control hati.... Mudah mudahan niat kita join apa2 hanya untuk Allah... selalulah tajdid niat.

Maaf sangat .... mesti antum semua x faham apa yg ana tulis nie kan? maaf sangat. klau ada yg salah mohon tolong betulkan,